• Why shouldn't I kill myself?

    This is just some stupid rant. I know a lot of random people on the internet don't care, but I don't really have anyone else to talk to :/ I'm a 19 y/o female, and I'm considering suicide. Idk how i'll do it yet or when I will. It could be months into the future or soon just in the heat of the... show more
    This is just some stupid rant. I know a lot of random people on the internet don't care, but I don't really have anyone else to talk to :/ I'm a 19 y/o female, and I'm considering suicide. Idk how i'll do it yet or when I will. It could be months into the future or soon just in the heat of the moment. I think I'm ugly. I'm still a virgin and haven't had a first kiss. I keep hoping things will get better next year but they never do. Now I'm completely hopeless. The only reason I'm alive is because of my mom, but idk how long I can continue with even her alive. I've seen two therapists in my life and after a while I became annoyed by them and nothing changed. I'm actually worse. I know I'm still young, but I don't want to have to wait another year for things to get better. My life isn't really bad or anything. I have one friend and an okay family, but I have social anxiety and ocd. I feel like everybody hates me and wants me to die. I can't talk to people. I feel there is no point in living. I've become self destructive. I cut myself, starve myself, burn myself, hit myself etc. I don't want to die, but what else can I do?
    15 answers · 1 day ago
  • I have an mental illness and I bought stuff with my parents credit card, would I be able to avoid prison if I have an mental illness?

    So I have an mental illness and I have no source of income at all. I tried applying for disability and have been turned down multiple times. I saw this dress that I wanted so bad back in january and I wanted it so bad so I decided to buy it using my parent's credit card. I denied buying it for the past couple... show more
    So I have an mental illness and I have no source of income at all. I tried applying for disability and have been turned down multiple times. I saw this dress that I wanted so bad back in january and I wanted it so bad so I decided to buy it using my parent's credit card. I denied buying it for the past couple of months and recently a few days ago the credit card company contacted the local police and now an investigator is signed onto this case. The investigator came to my moms work place and asked her questions if she bought it. She said no and he says he's gonna ask the neighbors if they saw anyone grabbing packages and run. He's assuming someone used our card and address to get the items and then got it and ran. My friends says the investigator is going to search the house eventually and will find the dress in my room. I spoke to my case manager at the state clinic and she said if I got an attorney then all the attorney has to do is say that I am mentally ill and that my parents are going to lecture me about and they will drop the case. My friend andy on the other hand says they are not going to drop it when they find out that it is me and says they are going to prosecute me. I don't know why my friends says that when my case manager says that I can get off from this without legal issues. Would I be able to avoid prison time if I have an mental illness ? Would the police ever search the house ? Would it be easy to get this case dropped ?
    30 answers · 2 days ago
  • I am sexually abused as a child and i am self harming now. Can anyone suggest me a way to get out of that trauma?

    I am 24 year old female .I am sexually abused as a child .I remained psychologically ill throughout my life. And now I am self harming. I am scared to tell or share this. I am destroying myself .I am suicidal and now I sexually abused and harm my body myself.
    I am 24 year old female .I am sexually abused as a child .I remained psychologically ill throughout my life. And now I am self harming. I am scared to tell or share this. I am destroying myself .I am suicidal and now I sexually abused and harm my body myself.
    7 answers · 15 hours ago
  • What's the PURPOSE of my life if I'm a totally worthless woman?

    If I satisfy every negative criteria for a woman: - ugly (not fat or anything, just not pretty) - Black (because no matter however ugly the White girls are people will still tell them "you're pretty", so let me clarify) - stupid - short tempered - childhood molestation victim So what should I do... show more
    If I satisfy every negative criteria for a woman: - ugly (not fat or anything, just not pretty) - Black (because no matter however ugly the White girls are people will still tell them "you're pretty", so let me clarify) - stupid - short tempered - childhood molestation victim So what should I do with my useless life now? What's the purpose of it? I don't believe in charity or helping others because noone helped me when I needed it. I am also only physically attracted to White men so it's not easy for me to date. I don't get along with other women well, and have no "parents" (never met my *father*). I am 22 and studying. But in reality I don't have any ambitions and any interests in life Sounds like my life has no meaning.. dying would be better, but I'm such a coward i haven't tried ending it
    26 answers · 3 days ago
  • To protect your home, do you have a picture of trump hanging on your front door?

    Best answer: No ,it's in my family room we use it as a dartboard.
    Best answer: No ,it's in my family room we use it as a dartboard.
    22 answers · 2 days ago
  • I'm 12 and I feel like I'm slowly drifting into depression.?

    Hello whoever is reading this, so--I've been feeling sad for long--ever since I was very young, probably from when I was 6. But it never really mattered until I turned 10, when life started to become more of a reality. When I was 11, I lost almost all of my friends and I started feeling so lonely to the point... show more
    Hello whoever is reading this, so--I've been feeling sad for long--ever since I was very young, probably from when I was 6. But it never really mattered until I turned 10, when life started to become more of a reality. When I was 11, I lost almost all of my friends and I started feeling so lonely to the point where I tried to cut myself, but I never ended up doing that since I was too scared to push the knife deeper into my skin. I am currently now 12 and last year I joined a new school and I started to make some new friends, but I always felt left out when I hanged out with them (and I'd like to mention that I was homeschooled most of my life, from 1st grade to 3rd grade,). I got back with one of my old friends in the beginning of June and we started talking, it was the 'best time' of my life until she started doing what she did last time that caused us to split, I told her how I felt and she's currently ignoring me. Yesterday I went to bed at midnight but for the first time I stayed up and cried for 1-3 hours..These days I try to smile, especially when there is something to smile for--but I just can't help but feel sad. It's like there's a hole inside of my empty heart, I try to overlap it but the hole always gets deeper in the end..I know that it probably sounds really dramatic and dumb for a 12 year old like me to feel this, but honestly I feel like I've had a pretty rough life--my parents fought a lot when I was a child and my social skills are incredibly low. Whatdoido?
    6 answers · 19 hours ago
  • Poll: When is your birthday?

    Best answer: August 18th

    Ill be 19

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    Best answer: August 18th

    Ill be 19

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    18 answers · 1 day ago
  • Brother has an eating disorder how do I stop him from eating his life away?

    He just keeps eating and getting bigger and shows no signs of caring either. What can I do to make him care about his health? He s spending a lot of money on fast food and all sorts of junk and isn t even scared of what he s becoming.
    He just keeps eating and getting bigger and shows no signs of caring either. What can I do to make him care about his health? He s spending a lot of money on fast food and all sorts of junk and isn t even scared of what he s becoming.
    5 answers · 22 hours ago
  • Trump is a kidnapper! Taking people's children is a federal offense! This loser belongs in prison! Somebody should take HIS kids from HIM!?

    I wonder how that loser Trump would feel if his youngest son "Barren" got kidnapped! He tries to justify taking people's children away from them because he thinks that will stop them from illegally coming to America??? Let's see how he would like it if somebody kidnapped his stupid retarded son... show more
    I wonder how that loser Trump would feel if his youngest son "Barren" got kidnapped! He tries to justify taking people's children away from them because he thinks that will stop them from illegally coming to America??? Let's see how he would like it if somebody kidnapped his stupid retarded son "Barren"!
    13 answers · 11 hours ago
  • Does America deserve a savior like Donald Trump?

    I know liberals don't think so, but what do you think?
    I know liberals don't think so, but what do you think?
    14 answers · 1 day ago
  • Why do so many people have casual relationships, aren't they scared of STDs?

    It's really dumb to put your health at risk for pleasure or social validation.
    It's really dumb to put your health at risk for pleasure or social validation.
    9 answers · 2 days ago
  • If your life is in a downward spiral right now, how do you cope to regain yourself?

    Best answer: well start hicking ,stop looking for things and let them happen,start workin out,start going to book stores,thirs girls their,go to apply at movie theaters amusment parks,hotels...start at bottom and work your way up...get out of the house...worked for me...i went from something like where you are, to 25 yrs later... show more
    Best answer: well start hicking ,stop looking for things and let them happen,start workin out,start going to book stores,thirs girls their,go to apply at movie theaters amusment parks,hotels...start at bottom and work your way up...get out of the house...worked for me...i went from something like where you are, to 25 yrs later family ,world traveler,make great money ....you just need to change and start thinking about yourself and how to improve ....
    5 answers · 2 days ago
  • If I get a tattoo my boyfriend will be ashamed of me.?

    Okay so, ive always wanted to get a tatto small one but my boyfriend says that if I get it he ll be embarrassed and he won t like going out with me in public , only see me in our house or hidden places. This really makes me doubt his tolerance and makes me feel like he s not worth it, how should I be feeling? Is... show more
    Okay so, ive always wanted to get a tatto small one but my boyfriend says that if I get it he ll be embarrassed and he won t like going out with me in public , only see me in our house or hidden places. This really makes me doubt his tolerance and makes me feel like he s not worth it, how should I be feeling? Is there a way tl explain that hes being too ridculous? I honestly feel like if he can t accept me with a tattoo he doesn t really love me, like hes stopping me from doing things I want to.
    18 answers · 2 days ago