• Am I a pervert?

    So, I'm a 19 year old girl. I've always felt like I might be a little more perverted then most girls but that may be because most of my friends and I never talk about this stuff. Anyways, I remember masturbating since I was super young (like 3 or so). Obviously, nothing crazy, just rubbing on stuff and it... show more
    So, I'm a 19 year old girl. I've always felt like I might be a little more perverted then most girls but that may be because most of my friends and I never talk about this stuff. Anyways, I remember masturbating since I was super young (like 3 or so). Obviously, nothing crazy, just rubbing on stuff and it feeling nice. When I hit puberty I masturbated all the time. I would do it at least once every night and would look forward to night time so I could do it again. Now, as I said before, I am 19, I moved out to my own place and since I don't have to worry about other people catching me I've been going crazy and trying new things. Like, I've been thinking of all the different objects I could use and just having a good time. Also, at my other house I couldn't watch porn but now I have been quite a bit. I am worried that I might be a little too much of a pervert. Like, yesterday I spent about an hour masturbating all around my house; humping different objects. Afterwards I felt terrible. Do you think I took it too far or am I semi-normal? Pretty much, I feel like I may masturbate too often and just be weird sexually in general. Please give me your honest opinion.
    30 answers · 2 days ago
  • My mom's sending me to the mental hospital?

    I'm 17. I've never been to a mental hospital before. But, my mom went through my room while I was at school and found my journal, my razor blades, and my suicide notes. What am I going to do now? She took my blades away. When I got home from school today, she yelled at me, and said that she's going to... show more
    I'm 17. I've never been to a mental hospital before. But, my mom went through my room while I was at school and found my journal, my razor blades, and my suicide notes. What am I going to do now? She took my blades away. When I got home from school today, she yelled at me, and said that she's going to send me to the mental hospital tomorrow. I'm so scared. I don't know what to do. I've been cutting for two years. I've been thinking of suicide for the past few months or so. I even had a plan. I was either going to slit my wrist, drink bleach, or take sleeping pills. Now I can't do anything like that, because my mom is sending me to the loony bin. What is it like there? Will I be able to have my phone and iPod? I can't live without my music. Will I be able to wear my own clothes, or do I have to wear those ugly looking scrubs or whatever? How long is the longest I can stay there? Will I be able to see my family? Will I be able to go outside? I have so many questions. I'm so scared and nervous. I'm trembling right now. I feel sick. Please, help me. I really need some answers to my questions.
    17 answers · 22 hours ago
  • I've wanted to commit suicide on and off since I was 9? (16 now)?

    So when I was 9 I had a teacher who constantly degraded me called me stupid literally thought I was autistic(I'm actually pretty bright gifted kid) and also my parents split up that year. I was always sad they put me in councilling and I got kicked out because of my obsession with burning to death(kind of... show more
    So when I was 9 I had a teacher who constantly degraded me called me stupid literally thought I was autistic(I'm actually pretty bright gifted kid) and also my parents split up that year. I was always sad they put me in councilling and I got kicked out because of my obsession with burning to death(kind of backwards?) ever since then I've just kind of accepted death. Quite often I want to off myself but it's not a constant consistent thing like every day. I've come quite close many times to doing it but I know if I attempt it I'm not going to survive. I'd say I'm probably depressed/have anxiety not to self diagnose though. I'm always sick I can never find motivation for school hence I'm failing and then getting yelled at for it and everything just gets worse life has no purpose I do nothing other than work and play computer games with online friends (I have 1 close friend in real life and she means everything to me). Recently things have been bad again it feels like my whole life is crumbling around me and I don't want to be here when it collapses. I know it's not normal to be suicidal for so long but I genuinely can't remember a time in my life I was more consistently happy than I was unhappy. I just don't know how to deal with these things and I feel like if a couple more things go against me I might just end it.
    18 answers · 3 days ago
  • I'm using staples to cut my arm, can this lead to an infection? I also have red straight marks on my skin, do they disappear over time?

    I'm 12 1/2 going to be 13. I am suicidal and have attempted it by choking myself with a cord. That was a long time ago though..But I have these thoughts of hurting myself like that again. Yesterday I decided to cut myself with some staples. These staples were still connected to each other, and I found them... show more
    I'm 12 1/2 going to be 13. I am suicidal and have attempted it by choking myself with a cord. That was a long time ago though..But I have these thoughts of hurting myself like that again. Yesterday I decided to cut myself with some staples. These staples were still connected to each other, and I found them going threw a box. I was crying and all my thoughts came back to me. I don't like talking about it too much. But yesterday I cut myself 2 times, and each time, I cut myself 10 times. So 2 times 10 = 20. I cut myself 20 times yesterday. This morning I cut myself again, 12 times I counted. They left these red straight marks on my skin, and they burn when I put pressure on them. I want to know will these red marks ever go away. I have a family that cares about me, and they don't miss a thing. I'm wearing these jackets and I hope they wont notice. But will they ever go away!? Another thing, can they infect me? Can you answer these two questions, and possibly help me stop.
    5 answers · 52 mins ago
  • I feel so ugly and insecure?

    I'm like this a lot. Especially when I'm surrounded by people like e.g. on a train. I feel ugly and gross. I'm female and 21. I have my imperfections as everyone does, but I deep down I know I'm not "ugly". I just feel that way. And I start feeling uncomfortable around people because I... show more
    I'm like this a lot. Especially when I'm surrounded by people like e.g. on a train. I feel ugly and gross. I'm female and 21. I have my imperfections as everyone does, but I deep down I know I'm not "ugly". I just feel that way. And I start feeling uncomfortable around people because I think they're grossed out by me. And sometimes I cry a lot because I look in the mirror and hate how I look. And at other times I like how I look. I'm also an introvert and have always been. I don't have friends I can talk to. No social life. And I've never had a boyfriend. How do I stop feeling so ugly?
    4 answers · 8 hours ago
  • How do i fix my life?

    im 14 and im very lazy and depressed. i get bad grades at school because im too lazy to study and too stupid, i have little to no friends, no hobbies and a crush im too ***** to talk to. all i do is masturbate multiple times a day and play video games. i tell myself everyday that my life is going to be great some... show more
    im 14 and im very lazy and depressed. i get bad grades at school because im too lazy to study and too stupid, i have little to no friends, no hobbies and a crush im too ***** to talk to. all i do is masturbate multiple times a day and play video games. i tell myself everyday that my life is going to be great some day and plan what im going to do today to make the day great but never actually do it. how can i remove myself from the state of being a total loser?
    18 answers · 3 days ago
  • Are people with Trump Derangement Syndrome to be taken seriously?

    Best answer: nope...they are merely whiny liberal cannot act maturely
    Best answer: nope...they are merely whiny liberal cannot act maturely
    18 answers · 1 day ago
  • Should i kill my self? Please help?

    Best answer: First of all, no. Secondly, I'm not here to tell you something like "it's all gonna get better" that ones down to you. I also had a rough childhood, my mother died when I was 8 and so I was left with my alcoholic father. I was taken out of school in year 9 because I was beaten by bullies so badly... show more
    Best answer: First of all, no.

    Secondly, I'm not here to tell you something like "it's all gonna get better" that ones down to you. I also had a rough childhood, my mother died when I was 8 and so I was left with my alcoholic father. I was taken out of school in year 9 because I was beaten by bullies so badly I had blood all over my uniform. I was "home schooled" after that and the when I was seventeen I woke up and found my farther's corpse in the living room. I went to live with my aunt, there was 8 of us in a 3 bedroom flat, there was no privacy for anyone so it made everyone fight so when I was 20 I moved out and applied for a place in a homeless hostel. Since then I got a job that I love, friends I wouldn't trade anything for and a much better life than I had. Life is what you make it. Things will get better only if you push yourself. It's not worth giving up. I have many, many regrets in my life but one thing I'll never regret is choosing to live.
    15 answers · 19 hours ago
  • Food controls my life?

    I have had basically every eating disorder in the book but the one I struggled and am currently struggling with is "binge eating". I put this in quotes because it isn't true binges but the mental effect is the same. I will eat maybe 2 chocolate bars but when the craving hits there's nothing I can... show more
    I have had basically every eating disorder in the book but the one I struggled and am currently struggling with is "binge eating". I put this in quotes because it isn't true binges but the mental effect is the same. I will eat maybe 2 chocolate bars but when the craving hits there's nothing I can do but give in and the whole way home I am desperate to eat them and when I do I barely enjoy it because I eat it so fast. My heart races when a craving hits and all thoughts or focus vanishes until I have had what I need. I feel horrible mentally and emotionally after I do. I am obsessed with the idea of being low body fat. I am thin, 125lbs and 5 foot 7 but its never good enough. All I do every day is think about food, analyzing calories in my head and thinking about the next thing I will eat. I get no rest from these intrusive thoughts I just want them to go away and think and eat like a normal person. It doesn't help my body image to "pig out" (is how I think of it anyway) on sweets EVERY DAY. I feel like I have no control in my life. I have had true binge eating disorder and I know that this is a much milder version but like I said the mental and emotional effect is the same which is my I feel so lost and like I need help. Also, when I'm upset I can only feel comfort with food, I've tried everything else but it always ends in food. I heard ADHD meds can help with binge eating.... Any advice? Have you experienced this before? What did you do?
    4 answers · 23 hours ago
  • If you know anything about voices in your head please read this.?

    Hey. I am lost. I've been hearing voices since I was 12 (I'm 18 now) and I don't know anymore. I have voices that most commonly appear to me whenever I'm alone, though I have tried having them appear during classes and when I'm out with friends... My voices aren't coming from around me,... show more
    Hey. I am lost. I've been hearing voices since I was 12 (I'm 18 now) and I don't know anymore. I have voices that most commonly appear to me whenever I'm alone, though I have tried having them appear during classes and when I'm out with friends... My voices aren't coming from around me, they're different voices that I have in my thoughts (I don't know how to explain it) and they're terrible. They are always going around the same subject about me being worthless, ugly, nothing and no-one, a failure, amounting to nothing, being a waste and much more. They will speak in complete sentences and always have me break down crying and agreeing with them ( I answer back when they talk, it often seems to help just a little bit)... I've been able to hold them down and not letting them control to much of my life, but they're more and more reoccurring and making me break pretty much every night, making me paranoid and afraid, making me realize that the world hates me, making me feel unloved and unworthy of being on this planet. There's one person who knows about this and that's my psychologist, but I told him once I mentioned it (last year in January) that I did not wish to speak of it. Please I don't know if this is normal? should I seek help? should just let them in? I've been playing around with the idea of suicide but then again who hasn't... If anyone knows anything about what I'm dealing with is normal or suggestions please answer... I am just lost.
    11 answers · 3 days ago
  • Will taking 4 Xanax pills help me with my anxiety?

    I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety disorder a few. Years back and as of late my anxiety overall has been pretty bad. If I take 4-5 pills will it help?
    I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety disorder a few. Years back and as of late my anxiety overall has been pretty bad. If I take 4-5 pills will it help?
    8 answers · 6 hours ago
  • I feel overwhelmingly sad for no reason. What should I do?

    All out of a sudden.
    All out of a sudden.
    13 answers · 3 days ago